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The name is R. I know loving you is hard, but my heart just keep telling me not to give up. I just wont give up on you unless you do that. I know i need you, dont ever leave me, baby.
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♥ 小兔子
♥ 好男人
♥ 小猪
♥ 帅哥
♥ 鬼鬼
♥ 糖糖
♥ 丫头
♥ 小小
♥ 红红
♥ 圆圆
♥ 周董
♥ 小兔子
♥ 好男人
♥ 小猪
♥ 帅哥
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♥ May 2010
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♥ May 2011
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
There are so many things which I wish to tell you, but everytime I start a sentence I know you're not listening. These words that go unheard, if only you knew, with every breath that I take to speak... the weight of these words, is more than you can ever imagine.
Will you cry as hard as me when you hear what I have to say? Or will you smile at my own silliness, that I can fall so crazily, so crazily in love with you? Cry, smile, laugh, be angry, be upset, be happy... these are the reactions that I just wish you can give me. Anything but ignoring me and treating me like a substitute product.
I wish I was so much more, so much more beautiful, so much more intelligent, so much more cuter, so much more kind and nice and caring and sexy and sweet and the list just goes ON and ON. I wish I knew how to write the proper love letters for you to keep me in your heart all the time. I don't mind if you don't have me in your head, but at least somewhere inside your heart you'd lock me up inside. I just have to keep believing that one day you'd remember that I once took that position in your heart. But humans can only hope so much, and end up feeling all disappointed again.
If I could write a string of beautiful sentences I'd tell you how I feel. Perhaps that paragraph of my feelings would moved you and make you love me, but love is such an extraordinary thing. You don't know why you love him or her, not his appearance or his character. Did I love you just because of the memories you gave me? It's like I always which I can freeze time, where only you and I exist.
But I have to be realistic.
I have to put my feelings aside and think.
just HOW can anyone in the world be as magnanimous to suffer in silence, to fall in love with someone and not ask for anything in return?! I don't believe I can do that. Does that mean that I do not truly love him? Can anyone of you over here dare to tell me that you will still continue watching over the person you loved in silence, without asking for his care, her concern, his attention, her love?
My ability to write sweet messages can only be that far. For you to love me more than games seem like an impossibility right now. I can only wish, a miracle would happen to us. I really wish everyday, i'm starting to forget who I was. Great guys I have met, Great guys whom I've turned away. I treasure our relationship more than anything else, and I can't help but expect you to do the same. You do not, and I do not know what to do.
These words will forever be buried right here. I'm just waiting for you to cut ties with me one day. I'm not even prepared or ready to take off on my own. If God can be so kind, please make a miracle happen. If not, at least give me the courage to say goodbye forever. I don't like hanging on a tread that drives me mad. Please?
小兔子
♥our lips must always be sealed
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