Thursday, June 3, 2010

Sometimes, i really dont know if you are giving me false hope or what, but i always choose to believe you. I hope you really mean it this time. Tml you are having your exam.. Good luck to you.. Didnt manage to say good luck to you cos you went offline without even telling me.. Some sort of sad over it.. But i guess you are too tired.. So.. hahah it's ok then. I was quite shock today you call me in the afternoon, although you call me just to tell me that your friend pass to you the thing i wanted le. But i am still very happy, at least you called me! And i'm fucking shock that just through the phone for less then 2mins you realise that my voice change, and even asked if im sick. I was fucking happy at that moment man?! At least i know you care for me, and you even say that if i still not yet recover you will bring me to your family doc. So touched. And right at the moment you call me i sit up instantly! I was so damn happy! I went out of my room smiling. My mum ask me what happen, i told her you call me. She say why so happy, then i replied cos he called me! Then she say bf call you only ma, need so happy ma. I told my mum, 我是因为知足所以才这么开心。 Friday is the day after tml, will you ask me to meet you and go to your friend chalet together? Or... i'm suppose to go there alone?

Even my mum and sis can see that our r/s have change, they can also feel/see the changes in me, and the point of view i had for r/s. I no longer feel that life without you i feel like dying. Is this part of growing?


I'm getting used to everything now, even if you continue to treat me this way, i only can tell you that i'll be changing into a more mature person.


默默.