Biography
The name is R. I know loving you is hard, but my heart just keep telling me not to give up. I just wont give up on you unless you do that. I know i need you, dont ever leave me, baby.
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♥ 小兔子
♥ 好男人
♥ 小猪
♥ 帅哥
♥ 鬼鬼
♥ 糖糖
♥ 丫头
♥ 小小
♥ 红红
♥ 圆圆
♥ 周董
♥ 小兔子
♥ 好男人
♥ 小猪
♥ 帅哥
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Pastentries
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♥ May 2010
♥ June 2010
♥ July 2010
♥ August 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ February 2011
♥ March 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ June 2010
♥ July 2010
♥ August 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ February 2011
♥ March 2011
♥ May 2011
Saturday, June 12, 2010
holidays are here, and my nightmare has arrived. knives don't really hurt anymore for what's worst is that kind of ache.
from afar i watch you play, sometimes i desire that you'd notice me. sometimes i feel that you are looking at me and you purposely did that, but we can't be together because of our complicated surroundings.
and you're right, from long ago, and i know, that i'd be hurt deep inside again. its no big deal of course, to him, because he can live in his own world and close his doors on everyone else.
then i feel so stupid. i feel so stupid caring, i feel so stupid crying because he can maintain that calm demeanor even when it hurts inside. then some part of me came to a realization that i shouldn't give a shit anymore, since i'm always the one who tries to pull things together, in a way that even if we fade it doesn't matter to him at all; so i don't even have to try now to pull away, 'cos in the past i thought if all this were gone it'd be such a shame, such a waste.
now i'd be free, away from you, as i look upon someone from afar, as his eyes gazes upon me like he saw some shining stars.. while you, you may came into a realization how dear you were to me, but i've been disappointed through and through and i doubt i can ever get back on my feet again or to get my heart to love you when you're not the kind of person i thought i'd understood at all.
小兔子
from afar i watch you play, sometimes i desire that you'd notice me. sometimes i feel that you are looking at me and you purposely did that, but we can't be together because of our complicated surroundings.
and you're right, from long ago, and i know, that i'd be hurt deep inside again. its no big deal of course, to him, because he can live in his own world and close his doors on everyone else.
then i feel so stupid. i feel so stupid caring, i feel so stupid crying because he can maintain that calm demeanor even when it hurts inside. then some part of me came to a realization that i shouldn't give a shit anymore, since i'm always the one who tries to pull things together, in a way that even if we fade it doesn't matter to him at all; so i don't even have to try now to pull away, 'cos in the past i thought if all this were gone it'd be such a shame, such a waste.
now i'd be free, away from you, as i look upon someone from afar, as his eyes gazes upon me like he saw some shining stars.. while you, you may came into a realization how dear you were to me, but i've been disappointed through and through and i doubt i can ever get back on my feet again or to get my heart to love you when you're not the kind of person i thought i'd understood at all.
小兔子
♥our lips must always be sealed
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