just reached home after drinking session with fren at clark quay..
enjoyed myself singing and doing nonsense there..
but then my fren disappeared halfway during the fun..
i went down and look for him and saw my fren with him
and he's crying..
let's call my fren A
and his girlfriend B..
A has been with his girlfriend B for more than a year already..
and recently B left singapore and went overseas for poly attachment..
this made my fren A veri sad..
during the times there they still call each other through phone and skype..
but then i dunno why 1 fine day A actually told me he broke up..
had a talk with him but i didn't really get the whole story,
but i think it's like his girlfriend wanna go overseas for further studies after
she come back from her attachment and finish her poly..
and she requested a broke up because she don't want
to be struggling in this hard relationship..
as you know, people who drink with deep emotions tend to get drunk easily..
after dragging a few cups of martel he actually ko'ed..
so i went down to find him and had a talk with him while trying to cheer him up
and tell him reality is cruel bla bla bla..
he made me actually realise that
so what if the girl really love you alot..
in the end it depends on what future can you give the girl..
he told me no girls would want to eat bread with the guy they love..
i find it true and not true at the same time..
i still believe that love, creates miracle..
it may be rare, but some girls are really willing to be with the guy they love,
no matter how poor they are..
as long as they can live a simple life and live happily with each other..
that's what i want too..
i belief that..
there is no perfect guys and girls in this world..
that's why there is love..
because loving someone is loving their good points and their bad points..
but if there is no bad points ??
would the love be strong.
i don't know..
but there's no such thing as perfect..
define perfect??
i waited like a dog for 4 years and what did i get in return??
nothing ?
but i did not regret it..because i'm really happy that the first person
she talked to when she quarreled with the boyfriend is me..
although i'm kinda like being used ?
but i dun mind seriously..i just wanna be there for you while you're feeling down..
you posted on facebook that
Never say forever because forever isn't real, forever is what you think and forever is what you feel. So if you say forever promise that you'll try, but never say forever because forever makes me cry.
it made me think that you actually read my blog..
but maybe you did not.. i don't know..
and you said Don't hold onto the past, the future holds more promise.
but to me..
the future without you doesn't hold any promises..
小猪-
♥our lips must always be sealed
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